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[nuntius]

Similar, yes.

[ He doesn't ever want to end up in that place again, but he's belligerent and annoying enough to have it happen again. ]

Would you really?

[choicely]

I said I would, didn't I?

[nuntius]

[ Something about that makes him smile. ]

You did. I believe you.

[ there is a long pause; ]





It's difficult, asking for and obtaining assistance.

[choicely]

It is.
It can be.

It's a skill I've... needed to acquire.

[nuntius]

I don't like it.

[choicely]

After all this time, one would think you'd be a little less resistant to it.

[nuntius]

You'd think. But most of my existence has been spent following orders without question, not...needing anything like that.

Then I feel from Heaven and things became complicated. I had to learn to ask.

[choicely]

And what does it feel like, now that you don't need to take orders all the time?

[nuntius]

It's..

I'm not sure. I rebelled, for one man, and it's the first time I've said 'no'. I feel...lost.

[choicely]

Sounds to me like you need a little more practice.

[nuntius]

How should I do that?

[choicely]

Do you really need me to explain how to practice saying no?

[nuntius]

[ maybe. ]

No. No, of course not.

[choicely]

I do realize you're at more of a disadvantage than I am, given the difference in our designations.
But there are small ways to assert yourself. Setting your hard limits, for instance.

[nuntius]

I confess I've never been quite so inhibited, save that brief period of time I was basically human.

Hard limits?

[ someone needs to teach him this, otherwise - he's a follower, orders are what he's used to, and he'll end up doing quite a bit he doesn't particularly want to, just because he's been told to. ]

[choicely]

So you wanted to see how the mortal half lives?

Kinks that you're simply not interested in with any partner under any circumstances.

[nuntius]

Not purposefully. I burned up my grace helping someone. I was...all but human.

I have to admit I'm very inexperienced when it comes to 'kinks'.

[choicely]

That's rather selfless of you.

That seems to be the case for many here. Either that or they simply don't have the language to describe what they want yet.

[nuntius]

He's very convincing.

Yes, I think that's my issue. What I want, what I don't want in regards to intercourse.

[choicely]

Have you tried making a list?

[nuntius]

I like what we've done. I don't mind being the penetrative or penetrated partner.

What else...is there?

[ tell him yen, how does he find out he likes someone slapping his eyes and doing other unscrupulous shit ]

[choicely]

That's a fair place to start.

Would you enjoy being tied up? Flogged? Having fresh candlewax dripped on you?

[nuntius]

[ Give him a moment- ]

Yes. I think I would. Would you?

[choicely]

I normally don't permit anyone to restrain me. The flogging could occur under select circumstances, as could the wax. But I'd likely be the deliverer of such things, rather than the recipient.

[nuntius]

That's understandable.

Is that personal preference or circumstance that puts you as deliverer? Either way, I'd let you. I trust you.