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[choicely]

Are they trustworthy?

[ it only occurs to her now, after he'd mentioned something, that she might have offered one to him had she realized he was still lacking — but that's not what she needs to concern herself with. ]

I imagine you would've hated the Zoo more.

[nuntius]

The contract was clear and concise. I have no reason to believe otherwise.

[ He should've been smart enough to ask her. ]

It was rather horrific.

[choicely]

I assume they found themselves in the same position you did, but in the reverse.

[ a dominant needing a contract so much that it became a matter of mutual benefit, over anything else. ]

If it ever gets that bad again, contact me.
I'll have you out within the day.

[nuntius]

Similar, yes.

[ He doesn't ever want to end up in that place again, but he's belligerent and annoying enough to have it happen again. ]

Would you really?

[choicely]

I said I would, didn't I?

[nuntius]

[ Something about that makes him smile. ]

You did. I believe you.

[ there is a long pause; ]





It's difficult, asking for and obtaining assistance.

[choicely]

It is.
It can be.

It's a skill I've... needed to acquire.

[nuntius]

I don't like it.

[choicely]

After all this time, one would think you'd be a little less resistant to it.

[nuntius]

You'd think. But most of my existence has been spent following orders without question, not...needing anything like that.

Then I feel from Heaven and things became complicated. I had to learn to ask.

[choicely]

And what does it feel like, now that you don't need to take orders all the time?

[nuntius]

It's..

I'm not sure. I rebelled, for one man, and it's the first time I've said 'no'. I feel...lost.

[choicely]

Sounds to me like you need a little more practice.

[nuntius]

How should I do that?

[choicely]

Do you really need me to explain how to practice saying no?

[nuntius]

[ maybe. ]

No. No, of course not.

[choicely]

I do realize you're at more of a disadvantage than I am, given the difference in our designations.
But there are small ways to assert yourself. Setting your hard limits, for instance.

[nuntius]

I confess I've never been quite so inhibited, save that brief period of time I was basically human.

Hard limits?

[ someone needs to teach him this, otherwise - he's a follower, orders are what he's used to, and he'll end up doing quite a bit he doesn't particularly want to, just because he's been told to. ]

[choicely]

So you wanted to see how the mortal half lives?

Kinks that you're simply not interested in with any partner under any circumstances.

[nuntius]

Not purposefully. I burned up my grace helping someone. I was...all but human.

I have to admit I'm very inexperienced when it comes to 'kinks'.

[choicely]

That's rather selfless of you.

That seems to be the case for many here. Either that or they simply don't have the language to describe what they want yet.

[nuntius]

He's very convincing.

Yes, I think that's my issue. What I want, what I don't want in regards to intercourse.

[choicely]

Have you tried making a list?

[nuntius]

I like what we've done. I don't mind being the penetrative or penetrated partner.

What else...is there?

[ tell him yen, how does he find out he likes someone slapping his eyes and doing other unscrupulous shit ]

[choicely]

That's a fair place to start.

Would you enjoy being tied up? Flogged? Having fresh candlewax dripped on you?